Dear Loki,
I love you! I made the best decision of my life on October 22, 2022 when I married you.
It's hard to understand why God so richly blessed me with you.
I never had any doubt that you and I would get along beautifully. You have the most perfect temperament. The things that should matter to you, matter a lot. With everything else, you bring endless optimism into perspective.
Thank you for being so much fun to be around. I love to talk to you on the phone, hear the sound of your voice and I love your perfect hugs. Waking up next to you in the morning is comforting and exciting. You are a beautiful and brilliant man.
I've spent most of my life holding back. I was quite sure that I was unlovable. I had a very hard edge. Remember I used to say I was Jordan on the outside but Austin in the inside? We now know Jordan is Austin on the inside too. 🤣 The ability to embrace my inner Austin and share my deepest pain and most vulnerable moments with you has been healing. I don't believe I am unlovable anymore. Every second my eyes are open I know that I am cherished by someone I could only dream about being in this kind of relationship with. And, every night as I close my eyes, just after the drops go in, I know that if I don't ever wake up, I left so incredibly happy.
On this one year anniversary, I want to thank you for bringing your best to this relationship everyday. You authored a book this year. Ozzy The Okra. You created so many beautiful paintings. And you lifted up so many around you by sharing your creative gifts. I admire you so much for generously sharing your gifts with everyone around you.
As we enter into the next year of our lives together. I want to thank Muthu and Meera for bringing this lovely boy into the world. Who knew that he would someday meet a little girl from Minnesota and share his chapatis with her.
I am the happiest I have ever been in my life, Loki Muthu. God Bless You for being my best friend and soul mate. In this next year, I want us to continue to put God first in our lives and each other first in our hearts.
Thank you for the most beautiful chapter of my life. I love you! ❤️
Love,
Lisa
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